pain... pain... pain...

痛...痛...痛...

hugs... i do really love and enjoy those heart-to-heart, face-to-face hugs...
in the past 5 years, i give hugs to many people and also receive many hugs from people.
to be frank, i cannot remember all the faces that i have hugged, but i fully remember the warmth, joy, tenderness and love from all those hugs.
just that simple... a hug... a heart-to-heart, face-to-face hug can tell a lot.

my definition of HUG:
H - heart / happiness (i'd rather have a heart-to-heart hug with a stranger, instead of a superficial hug with the one i love)
U - understanding (to my surprise, hugs with understanding is the best communicator! i can feel what that person feel in a hug!)
G - gratitude (it's my pleasure to hug a human being! it's my honor to have someone in my arms.)




however... i receive the most superficial hug from the one i care most.  ironic.